"Is the reason why we don't go any farther than this, is because you hate me 'Mr. Fuzzy'?" Kokoro asked; I was against her body but the question brought something to my mind; something I forgot many years ago, something that was precious to me and something that was the answers we needed.
"How did you call me?" I said as I sat down and looked her at the eyes with curiosity and feeling full of happy feelings as memories returned to me.
"...I called you "Mr Fuzzy"...." she was somehow sad and I now understood why she was like that
" You were that girl that I met long time ago; it was a nice day …..and I'm glad I could finally find out your name Kokoro..." I was smiling at that time, How did I forget about the promise? What happened for me to do that...
When I return to earth I saw she was smiling and that made me happy enough
"So...you still remember it?" She said while she hugged me " I thought you had forgot everything, it seemed you were not going to be able to remember it.." I was hugging her too, I had to tell her what came to my mind when she mentioned that name.
"Answering to your question….. no, I don't hate you and why should I? Did you do something wrong that I cannot remember or something?" She kept quiet so I continued " Well, I remember that day was an interesting one. I went out of the village were lived because I knew a thunderstorm was coming and it was better to stay at the shrine; catching thunders was something I liked but I was too young and not very expert of that, everyone would laugh at my attempts; that was the other reason for getting away of the village. My objective was to hide myself so my true form was the answer; no one would notice me…except you. I thank you for being that nice with me, you arrive to the point of defending me and that meant a lot; talking to you was the best I have done in my life, however I left, I didn’t want to cause you any problems with the humans at the village. After that day, I felt like a new biju, my form of thinking changed and was very interested in a human’s life…your life; every afternoon I went to the shrine and saw you there; you went there everyday too; I think we both hoped to see each other again; the big problem was the owner, he made something to keep me away and I wasn’t able to talk to you.
I remember I tell my friends and they thought about it as an inappropriate behavior so they didn’t’ help me and were always trying to cause me trouble when I went to the shrine. I wanted to keep the promise but after some weeks you disappeared and with that I resign myself.”
I let her go hoping she was not the one who hated me, the words came out of my mouth but it was one of those time in which I could say exactly what I wanted.
“How did I forget this face?” I touched her cheek “You were the first human who ever talked to me, the first one who was interested and didn’t want to kill me for what I was and I know I didn’t realize it before but, since that day I’ve been able to have your memory within me…”
My eyes were watching the floor, I was embarrassed for what I have said , maybe it sounded ridiculous; she could laugh at me if she wanted; my ears popped out, something more embarrassing, I resigned myself and listened to what she was about to say.
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Me amm ok I hope I dind't ruin it!!! +_+
Now..continue hehehe
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