Have you ever been into a situation where you are already taken but..you are kinda into another person too.. I know it sounds sorta cheating. But well,I can't help. Let me explain you right from the start. I have someone named Karin. Karin and I have been dating for about 10 months. And another person is called Mongol. Mongol is a very awesome person. He understands me really well..and very very very kind indeed. We feel like we've known for life although it's been only for a month. At first I don't really like him.. but then you know, Karin doesn't care about me as much as Mongol does. But I know that Karin really loves me. And stupidly, I start to have feelings for him. I can't have those feelings..because we both are taken !!! And I don't like Mongol whenever I see his photos. It's not like he's ugly..he looks nice..but I don't know why.. I just love the way he cares about me.. I don't wanna have a very serious relationship like I'm having with Karin. hmm... I really don't know what to do at that time.. I can't lose Karin and I don't wanna hurt him too. So I called my best friend, May. She told me not to do anything in haste and told me to calm. And help me think about thoroughly.. so I spent the night thinking and thinking and eventually I fall asleep. And Guess what? When I woke up, I forgot about everything and I really forgot the fact that I have a feeling for Mongol. It's a miracle! But sometimes, I don't feel really comfortable when I chat with him because I'm scared that I might fall for him.. But now I guess I can control myself and I owe big thanks to May. All I wanna tell you is don't decide anything in haste. ^^ Bye. Hope you guys enjoy my stupid experiences. Stay tune for my next posts! ^^