I was in a daze, when I was talking to myself. "How can I do that...trust others...I don't know how, all I feel is like I'm hated.", I mumbled as I got up. "What am I going to do...should I leave the group, maybe that's better, they'll be safer.", I said as I started to skip stones across the pond. "Are they even my friends...are they just using me...", I sighed as I began to throw harder. "I could just stay here, at this cave...but...I'd miss Moonsong...", I said as I threw to hard and the rocks stopped skipping. I dropped to my knees and slammed my fists on the ground. "Why...why is it so hard for me to be emotionally attached to people...I can't even be comfortable around people, they think I'm a monster!", I shouted to myself as I slammed my fists harder into the ground. I wasn't aware I was being watched though...