I sat and cried...Knowing Spati and I had a connection...He just didn't notice... I screamed as loud as I could. "I HATE ME LIFE!" I screamed. Yuna and Moonsong looked at me. I walked over to Yuna. "You know what, I'm sick and tired, worn out, done, and in pain. I tried saying sorry. I confessed you guys were better than me by a billion. But really, I forgive people! I'm not saying sorry again. Do you know what my life is like? No! Before I got here, my boyfriend dumped me. My Dad died, My Mom's in jail, My grandparents died last summer, my Dad had no siblings, my Mom had a brother but he died in a car crash 4 years ago," I was crying, I went on about my never ending nightmare called "My Life". "I have nobody! No one! No one likes me, I have no friends! Everyone hates me! I hate me, You hate me, Moonsong hates me, Spati hates me but i love him! Everyone! Do you know what it's like? No! You freaken don't! Well I'm ending my life and I'm not coming back so I could be hated! Well Bye...Forever..." I said as i left. I took a big leaf off of a tree. I took a sharp stick, dipped it in a type of ink I made, and wrote a letter. it said "I just wanna tell everyone, I'm sorry. You hate me and i understand. I don't hate you..Goodbye, Forever..." I set the not right where I was going to lay. I grabbed my knife and lied down in the water...I held the knife at me throat...