UGG!! I was right next to Rain after she had her tantrum. "Stop it. Okay? Just STOP IT!" I had grabbed her knife from her in a second. "You do not want to die, okay? Spati didn't want to die and niether did i. But we both got a second chance. And i know, that if you kill yourself, you'll end up back here with us again." I had tears streaming down my face. "I love Spati too! But just because you feel hated dosn't mean you are!" i was screaming now. "I...don't hate you." i sank to my knees. Rain looked shocked. I also noticed everyone watching me. "I was just jealous. But i know that Spati loves me and if he didn't, lots of other people would be there by my side." as if on cue, Mayura and littie walked out of the brush and sat down right next to me. And Yuna took a step forward. Yuuki stayed back but smiled. Tessa and Aryll were in the back. Tessa still holding her after my abrupt jump after Rain. Spati stepped forward and looked at me with a concerned look.
I was still holding the knife. "...now...if you still want to die. Then so be it." i gave her back the knife. "But just so you know, everybody has somebody. And i know you do too."
Rain was quiet. Her hair covered her face so i couldn't see her reaction. "No..." she finally said after a moment of silence. "I don't want to kill myself anymore..."

And then she raised the knife. And plunged the dagger...into my chest.