I was still alive, but unconscious...I was trying to remember a way for me to heal myself...I remembered I could heal myself. I cleared my mind. The word "heal" went through my mind.
I found myself slowly awakening. I was over a mans shoulder, he was kinda cute. "Why am I on your shoulder?"I asked. I figured he didn't expect me to wake up by the look on his face. "Hush..." he said. "Oh, well I'm Rain. What's your name cutie?"I asked. He blushed a little bit. "I'm Leon, and you're not that bad either." He replied. Leon, that name reminded me of someone. He couldn't be, he seemed kind of evil, but still...Couldn't be...Maybe, to make the rest of the group like me and not think of me in such hate after all I've done, i could change his attitude. From now on, i want no one to come and search for me, I repeat NO ONE! "Hey, I remember you! You're the evil one! PUT ME DOWN!" i said. He stayed silent.
After a long walk of me hitting his back with my fists, we finally got to sit down by a fire. if only he wasn't evil, I would've had him!
"Do you choose to be evil? Because i bet You'd be more handsome than you are if you weren't. I mean, I was evil to a lot of people...Now look where it has me, Broken in lost dreams..."I said, hoping my niceness would rub off on him. "Well, sometimes i wish i could be like Spati, but then sometimes I realize that I have a great life." I looked at him, "No, Leon, you don't. Your life would be much more great if you were a non-evil man. I was like you, but then I discovered I'd love my life even more if I were nice. I think you should try, be nice to your brother, thank him for trying to stop you from hurting. He's actually been there for you."I said. "How was he always there for me?" replied Leon. "He made sure no one got hurt, so you wouldn't hurt them. I know how it feels to hurt someone! Believe me, i do...It doesn't feel good...Well, I'm gonna go to sleep...Please think about our conversation.Just know that you could be better. Believe in yourself...I believe in you...