The Rain

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Dear Daddy

Dear Daddy
How I love you so
But the pain you’re putting
Me through is a living hell,

If you’re the Daddy
That I once knew,
You would ditch
Your new life

And came back to me,
You say you love me
But I know it’s a lie,
You say you want to care for me

So why did you die?

You knew what I was going through
But you didn’t help me out.
You choice your stupid new wife,
Now I’m laying in this coffin,

Waiting to be put in the ground,
But I just want to know one thing Daddy

Did you love me at all?

I’m sitting there,
As the world disappearing,
Everything is a blur,
It’s as if I’m not seeing,

The cries,
The screams,

The world is a place,
I don’t want to be,
The world is a place,
Were I just can’t be,

Being left alone,
In the wicked and wretched place,
Being left alone,
To defend for myself,

The screams,
The blood,
The tears of pain,

Nothing in the world is not the same,
Why am I here?
Why can’t I go?
Why can’t the world just leave me alone?

The dripping of blood,
The crying of tears,
What should I do?
To confront my fears.

The splash of blood,
The splash of wine,
What can I do?
To get away from the front line.

Gun fire….
And screams of pain,
What can I do?
I can’t stand the shame.

I saw you die,
You saw me cry,
What should I do?
How should I live my life?

I cry for you,
You cry for me,
But I can’t see.

I smiled to you,
You smiled at me,
But that must only mean one thing.

I look at myself,
And see all white,
I look behind and get a fright,
I see white wings.

I spread them and flew away

I scream your name,
Forgetting the pain,
I looked away,
As they take you away.

I sit by your side,
And take your hand,
I was in pain,
But I made it go away.

The doctors say,
I was in pain,
But I wouldn’t leave you.

I was taken away,
To get rid of the pain,
But I knew it wouldn’t leave me.

I stood there and sighed,
Knowing you were right,
If we didn’t steal that car,

I would be still alive...

I’m standing here,
As the world goes by,
My eyes are red and puffy,
From the tears I shield,

I whisper your name,
Into the sky it was dark and grey,
I look out…
The waves were dark and welcoming,

I walked towards the ocean,
Breathing in the sea air,
As the waves take me under,
I’m feeling free,

As the waves take,
Me deep within them,
I think back to where,
We once were,

And ask myself……. Did he really care?