For the first time in my life
I have finally found what it truly feels like
To love
I never thought it would be like this
I always thought it would be something more happier
For some people it is
But for me it's like a sorrow that no one should ever feel
A sorrow that can never be lifted
This sorrow has visited me before
But it wasn't as harmful as it is now
It's like a heavy burden on my shoulders
Weighing more than anything in this world
I have never felt loved before
I have only felt hate,sorrow,and loneliness
Nothing more
Nothing less