Sorry

You foul liar!
How could you do this to me?
Why?!
I thought you loved them
I thought you would never hurt them
I thought you said you would protect them with your very life
Or at least what's left of it
But you lied
You lied!
You lied to them
You sat there and lied right to their faces
Now look at them
Sprawled out on the floor
Laying a few feet from each other
Covered in blood
Their eyes have gone a milky white
Their mouths open to to scream for help
Only they couldn't do it
It was already too late;
They were a close family
They loved each other so much
That they would do their best to keep each other safe
They would even go so far as to die for each other
That never changed;
Because even after death their hands still reach for each other
Standing here in the middle of the chaos
I can't believe what I see before me
I look at the dead bodies
And feel a lump form in my throat
Threatening to choke me
I look around and my eyes lock on you
Your standing there in the shadows
Looking like death awaiting his next victim
But you have a sad expression on your face
There are traces of tears on your face
Like you were crying
I look a little closer and see that you are crying
That's when I realize what your going to do
I take a few steps back towards the front door
You come out of the shadows
Looking like your going to do something you'll regret
I turn to run
Only to stop dead in my attempt to find you standing in front of me
I back up a little away from you
You reach out and try to grab my arm
I get out of the reach of your hand and find myself backed up against the wall
I look behind me to see that I've run into the wall that seperates the living room from the kitchen
I look back at you to find you standing right in front of me
Barely inches away from me
You get close to me
Close enough that our bodies touch
I try to push at the wall of your chest but that barely has any effect on you
You grab my wrists and pin them against the wall
You lean into me and kiss me
I feel tears running down my cheeks
I break away from your lips and try to find a way to make you release my wrists
You only pull me closer to you and hold me
I struggle against your hold
After a while I stop struggling and realize why your not trying to hurt me
I look back at the dead bodies of your family
Then back at you
Your looking at me with a sad expression on your face and devastation in your eyes
I lay my head against your chest and cry
I cry because I loved this family
I cry because I love you
I cry because this family is dead and there's nothing we can do about it
You hold me close
I look back up at your face and reach up with my hands to frame it
I stand on the tips of my toes
And kiss you
You kiss me back with more love than anyone ever could
I break the kiss and look at you
I want to tell you something but I just don't know how to say it
I do any way
I lean my head against your chest again and wrap my arms around your waist
You hold me tighter than you did before
And rest your chin on the tops of my head
"I'm sorry"
"What?"
"I said I'm sorry"
You pull back and look at me
I merely look at you
You just stand there looking at me
Then you pull me back into your arms
And you say,"me too"
I just stand there holding you while you hold me

End