I sit here
Thinking
About you
About our situation
I can't figure out what to do
I want to come to you
But I don't think it's the right thing to do
I'm so confused right now
I can't seem to get over what you said
I had thought knowing what you wanted from me was going to make things easier
But in the end it only made things a lot harder and complicated
I can't seem to get over what you said
I hate having to decide
Yet I can't help but feel a tiny trickle of hope
And I do mean tiny
I love you so much but I can't do this
Not now
Not when I'm so uncertain as to how I feel about you
I'm sorry but I have to do this
Looking at you sitting there across from me
I can't help but feel regret for what I'm about to do
I stand up
Walk over to you and kiss you good-bye
Because this will be the last time we will ever see each other again
This is what I have to do
I know you don't want this to happen between us
But right now I'm really unsure of myself
I'm uncertain as to what I want
I want to tell you this though
I love you
And I always will
No matter what happens to you or me
I love you and that's all that matters the most
Nothing else
I walk out the front door
And disappear