(World makeover pending)

You can call me Art or Artgrrl. My real name Allura but here I prefer Artgrrl

TheOtaku is my usual haunt but you can also find me at;
deviantart, mangamagazine

Date of Birth: October 5

RELIGION: ATHEIST/AGNOSTIC

ORIENTATION: Bi

Finally!

I finally downloaded the Manga Studio EX in the home computer. I was tired of waiting for the laptop to be fixed
So I might be on the PC most of the time but the stupid hard drive tower think (the PC's brain) makes noses and its very irritating >> but I'll try to deal with it

It has so many material tones! :D I can't wait to use them! I think it was about 7271 of them while I think the Debut had about 3000
And there's also the blending tool! I'm gonna have so much fun! =D

And I made cookie brownies for my sister. I haven't try them out yet I'm waiting for them to cool down. But it came out looking great

KHS

My mom is doing much better. She got her original Facebook account back. She told me she deleted it but now its back. So was she lying when she told me she deleted? But I'm glad she's fine now

I discovered this incredible doushiji Naruto fan comic. It's awesome. and this person made an opening of it.

I like the song its cute ^_^
you guys gotta read the comic! :)

back

I just came back from my brother's house
We went sledding on the flood wall. We were out for an hour. It was fun and I was so scared I would get hurt. I'm such a chicken...

Mom's asleep right now. I'm still worried about her. Dunno what to do but give her support and comfort. But I feel like its not really helping her. I'm sad but I'm not crying at this moment.

But I won't give up hope even when mom is giving up I won't stop and I'll hope for her

Hopeless...

I'm really worried about my mom...
She has given up hope
she deleted her facebook account it was how she could keep in contact with most of her friends. she also deleted her other accounts
mom said she's given up on her dreams of becoming a musician,
she said she can't sing because her teeth hurt and she won't play her guitar...
It makes me feel helpless
I try to help her but it hardly makes her feel better
she says all she's good for is cooking and cleaning and her only job is to be a mom
but she's more than that.
she could have been a musician or take a job at Lucky Brand; she would of been great there

I feel like its my fault I try my hardest to be independent but I'm still held down with autisim, I try to get a job...
If it wasn't for me and my sister Sarah being autistic mom could go on leave the house and enjoy herself...

I'm sorry for this depressing rant...I don't know what to do...
My dads coming over to take me and my sister out. Mom doesn't want us around her because of her depression

I want to cry but I have to put up a brave face for my sister

Snow...

I just got back from walking Buddy
It snowed a lot almost three or four inches
Now I'm trying to warm up with an electric heating pad I miss the microwave heating pad. The one we had got holes and seeds would fall out. I wished I thought about asking for a new one for Christmas >> the nice herbal heating pads

Mom is making Italian cookies! Never had them. They're suppose to be different from regular cookies I think

Oh and this is a picture of an oil painting of my grandmother that I took a snap shot from my Canon