I'm really worried about my mom...
She has given up hope
she deleted her facebook account it was how she could keep in contact with most of her friends. she also deleted her other accounts
mom said she's given up on her dreams of becoming a musician,
she said she can't sing because her teeth hurt and she won't play her guitar...
It makes me feel helpless
I try to help her but it hardly makes her feel better
she says all she's good for is cooking and cleaning and her only job is to be a mom
but she's more than that.
she could have been a musician or take a job at Lucky Brand; she would of been great there

I feel like its my fault I try my hardest to be independent but I'm still held down with autisim, I try to get a job...
If it wasn't for me and my sister Sarah being autistic mom could go on leave the house and enjoy herself...

I'm sorry for this depressing rant...I don't know what to do...
My dads coming over to take me and my sister out. Mom doesn't want us around her because of her depression

I want to cry but I have to put up a brave face for my sister