I just came back from my brother's house
We went sledding on the flood wall. We were out for an hour. It was fun and I was so scared I would get hurt. I'm such a chicken...

Mom's asleep right now. I'm still worried about her. Dunno what to do but give her support and comfort. But I feel like its not really helping her. I'm sad but I'm not crying at this moment.

But I won't give up hope even when mom is giving up I won't stop and I'll hope for her