Hey.
I had the worst night of my life last night.
I don't think I've been in so much pain, ever since I cracked my head twice. It's killing me.
I spent about less than 2 hours sleeping last night, and that was broken into bits since my tooth would wake me up with the imence pain.
I cried so much. Like between3-4 hours of just crying in pain. No one heard me either. When I really needed help no one could here me. Not like anyone could do anything anyway. It was midnight. Couldn't go to the dentist I was stuck in my room. I almost felt like I was in an asylum. Everytime a strong pang od pain came, I would cry and scrath anything around me with no mercy. Even my self. I couldn't stop my self. It was so painful.
In the end I went downstairs at about 2am and stayed there for the rest of the night. I spent about another half hour crying then I calmed down. I couldn't get to sleep either. And on TV were only adult programs. So I watched things on BBC iplayer on mute for the next 4 hours.
The painkillers dont seem to work either. The pain is so much, the painkillers can't even do anything. And the anti-biotics aregoing so slowly with it's work...
Srsly, I dont know how much more I can take this for. I even considered suicide, if it would rid my pain...
Just how long am I going to be like this for...
