Hi.

What I said in that last post, I tried my best to get over it, I couldn't.

I was terrified last night. Absolutly terrified! I was worried that something was going to happen to my village. The town got attacked so it seemed possible that they would come for our little village (even though we have nothing special here that they would want).

But I was sleeping, latching on to my hockey stick as if it were a teddy bear. It was my only source of comfort. I was planning to use it in case anything happened. It was my weapon to defend this village. Good thing I didn't need to use it.

I tried staying up all night reading fan fiction, while at the same time do night watch. Watch out for anyone who looks dodgey and come near. Eventally I went to my parents and my mum told me strait away go to sleep nothing will happen. She said it quite bluntly too. After a while of just thinking and a very tearful prayer to Lord God to protect not only this village, but the whole of England, I fell asleep. Crying.

Im sure there are loads more like me. Scared to be in their own beds because of the chaos this country is going through, but I had it easy. Think about the people who had their houses burned down, their shops burned down, there cars burned down, everything they every lived in was burned down, smashed and wrecked. Those people are forever scared for life. All because of this one mob of kids going out and stealing for the heck of it.