Looking back and reading all the things I wrote; It just makes me wonder what exactly I was going through at the time. It has been years since I wrote those things. I am now age 19 (soon to be 20) and the things I wrote four years ago when I was 15 troubles me. I remember going through a break-up with the only real gf I have ever had at the time. That was why I wrote about things getting replaced, because I was going through something similar, and I remember why I wrote about feeling inadequate compared to other people's skills in art. Other than that, I don't know. I do still feel...troubled however. Not much has changed since then. (just like what I said in a post I made a few years back.) I am still an outcast. I am still what the norm calls creepy. I am still...Me. Although, now I am in actual society. I am not in high school anymore. I am a college student now. I am far away from home as well. I had to make new friends and deal with a whole new form of isolation I was unaware of. I am coping though, and that's what I learned over the years. No matter what life throws at you; you accept it and continue on. I still am TheOneToSaveYou and I am more experienced, and I have matured as well. I still plan on helping troubled people and I plan on living a life full of good habits. I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs and I urge every single one of you to do the same. You don't need any of those things to be happy. Trust me, even in a dark world we live in..there always a reason to smile and be happy...and it doesn't have anything to do with drugs or alcohol. Although, this is your life. This is your choice. You do what you feel is right. So I will sum up what else I have to say with this; This will be my final thought in this "world". I hope a lot of you can learn from what I have wrote about over the years in this world. So...until next time, I'll see you around.

-Chris

‎"I can't help but to smirk at the grim fate we all share. Let's all just smile and watch all our fears disappear." - TOTSY