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random panda? more like ranting panda. WARNING: this may turn out to be a rant

sorry to be such a downer but i feel like ranting and complain and stuff. so if you dont wanna read it's okay. or if your curious and like "Why not?" then please continue....

ugh, my life kinda sucks at the minute. i mean i should be happy because i have two more weeks of school but my whole body is in pain. i haven't drawn anything for a week and havent done anything productive in my art class because of my hands. everything i touch, pains my wrist and fingers. i think i said this b4 but even the simple act of holding a pencil or opening a water bottle hurts. this is thanks to my job. for anyone who doesnt know, i work at my school's library as a librarian assistant so i handle a lot of books. just before my hands started hurting we got a whole cart of books that were donated to us. all of those books were art books and so they were heavy at least up to 15 pounds each. what my job was to enter in the title of the book, author, and isbn numbers. it took me 5 hours (b/c after i was done a section of the data got deleted so i had to it over). so along the process i carried the books back and forth and my hands were froze in the typing mode. my hands weren't use to it so now they're all sore and cramped. ( I mean even though i'm complaining, i really do love my job and everyone at my workplace, so dont think that i hate it. what really make me sad is that i cant pick up my shih tzu and maltese....
now moving on to my next pain, my feet. they are hurting me. when i take a step my toes really hurt. feel like they are bruising or something. I think it's because i should really start stretching and take it easy at work. i am always moving, going up and down the stairs,my nemesis!
then the one pain that is really hurting me are my canker sores. holy i have like 3 of them. they are irritating my mouth and so my lips are swollen. it hurts to eat, laugh and smile. i smile a lot and this really pains me that i have to keep a serious face and not make a grin. i feel like such a gloomy person. making matters worst, my sis keep making my laugh with her silly jokes also watching awesome stuff on tv. i feel like if i laugh to hard now my lips will tear and blood will drizzle down my chin! i really dont like this at all, i miss smiling. now all i can do is this : :D it's like wtfudge!?
i do not feel healthy at all, i also have head aches and back aches. i think all of this is from my stress in life esp school. damn those exams that is like 25% of my grade!!!! hopefully everything heal in time, esp my canker sores, bc i have a presentation this thursday and i hope that i can open my mouth and make a speech. now when i talk i feel like a ventriloquist (spelling is wrong). just typing this hurts too but i wanna rant. thanks for listening :D

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REALLY? IT'S TRUE......

whoa, i got 1000 views on my world...who knew this would ever happen to me XD

YAY for me (i think...)!

so today i survived another day without a nosebleed! But i'm still sniffling though. Well, I went and did my presentation and i am very proud of myself. for one thing i sort of winged it a bit and i didn't really practice my speech, but it went well and my teacher loved it, he was smiling and stuff :) YAY!
Anyway it's really weird today. I just woke up and i have pains on my fingers, well more like aches. i've never experience anything like it before. when i go and do anything with my hand, even the simple task of holding a pencil hurt, so i wasn't able to take good notes in class today. i put some ice on them and they felt good but it still ache on my joints. so i dont know what to do...
now that i thought of it i should have taken pain killers this morning, so i'll go do it now after typing this.
I really cant figure why it's like this...maybe it's b/c last nite i spent 5 hours typing in data and handling heavy books for my work. my older sis believe that maybe because i've been typing alot for essays and drawing a lot especially for my art class. thinking about my art class i should share some stuff i did! i will do it soon enough :)
anyway i hope everyone had an awesome day today XD.