General Information

First name: Riley
Age: 17
Date of birth: 28th of June, 2001
Gender: Gender-fluid
Sexuality: All over the place
Relationship status: Single, not ready to mingle

Physical Appearance

Eye color: grey green
Skin color: tan? At least my arms are for some reason
Build of body: Kinda lumpy and pear shaped.
Hair color: dyed reddish brown
Hair style: above shoulder length
Posture: hunched
Typical clothing: I either wear plaid or pajamas. No inbetween. Unless it's school uniform of course
Is seen by others as: An awkwardly quiet person who barely talks and hangs around the outside of the chat area

Personality

Likes: Cats, drawing, writing, roleplaying
Dislikes: the smell of dogs (Don't get me wrong, I like dogs, but their smell is yech, people touching me without some sort of warning (like brushing against me from behind or something), spiders
Fears: spiders, heights, crowds, cranes (the machinery), moths, butterflies and bones breaking (especially teeth)
Personal goals: Improve on my art and complete high school. Also take on an animation course.
General attitude: careless, calm, quiet
Religious values: none
General intelligence: not very smart
General sociability: not very sociable

Health

Illnesses: depression, mild psychosis, social anxiety
Sleeping habits: on and off
Energy level: low
Eating habits: average, if not low
Memory: terrible

Relationships

Parents: Got both, both good
Siblings: younger brother and older sister, both good
Friends: Only a handful, but they're the chosen ones
Best friend(s): 2 real life ones, several online ones.

Others

Occupation: Student
Favourite types of food: sweet
Favourite types of drink: sweet
Hobbies/past times: Drawing, writing, knitting, roleplaying
Guilty pleasures: baths, chocolate, ice cream
Pet peeves: People who don't bathe, people touching me, people with bad vibes
Pets: 2 dogs, 2 birds, a few fish and 3 cats (one of them is a stray that keeps coming to our place so we feed him.
Talents: drawing, writing
Favourite colours: red, blue, black, gold, silver.
Favourite type of music: dark types and Japanese types. Not metal. Ew.

Super quick, lightning fast update (ish)

SO I'VE JUST HAD A LITTLE LESS THAN A WEEK OFF.
AND
NOW
I
AM
A
LAB
RAT.
Not really. I'm now in this study group thing. I get to have days off occasionally.
OK I LEFT THIS FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS AND FORGOT ABOUT IT.
SO
NEW STUFF HAPPENED.
I have received some medication (and even got payed $30) an will start it tonight. The reason why I am getting payed is because it's for this new study called STAGES (IDK what it stands for, but anyways). I am 1 in 10 people doing this study. It's some sort of sugar tablet taken before bed. Gonna have it soon.
I HAD TO HAVE A BLOOD TEST. AND ON WEDNESDAY I HAVE TO HAVE AN MRI SCAN AND THEN SOME SORT OF MEMORY AND CONCENTRATION TEST. It's very confusing for me. I don't remember all the specific details, but I'm getting help, despite not wanting it. IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING IN THE APPOINTMENT THING. You see, I have a cold, and I was coughing and spluttering the whole time and it was so embarrassing. BUT I feel better.
LATER TONIGHT I HAVE TO GO OUT AND HAVE A BBQ WITH MY FAMILY'S FRIENDS AND I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.
Look. I have no idea what to type. So if you think I have forgotten something, please let me know and feel free to ask questions or whatever. That's all I've been doing lately anyways. Answering questions. Filling out forms. All that stuff.

Let me just seclude myself here...

*deletes 2 worlds*
Ahh... The start of more seclusion... Smells great in this corner by myself. Sorry if you liked the 2 worlds I deleted.

LOL depression is literally killing me

HEEEEEEEEEEY THEEEEEEERRRREEEEEE So... Stuff has been really eventful since I told my mum about me stabbin meself. AND FOR ONCE I'M IN A GOOD MOOD I GUESS. I think it's coz I've been remixing stuff and for once I AM SATISFIED WITH THE RESULT...

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WELP today has been QUITE eventful!
I went to see Peter, my new psychiatrist, today and it actually went better than I expected.
Peter is so much better than my last psychiatrist. All my last psychiatrist did was sit, nod, and add to my stress by giving me homework. *slow clap brought to you by the sexy legs of Mettaton*
So we talked about my problems. They have this rule that's like 'everything is confidential unless you are being harmed, you're harming someone else or you're harming yourself'. So I told him I wanted to commit suicide and he was like 'do you have a plan?'. I refused to tell him and he was like 'ok. That's ok. Gotta tell your mum, though. Also, go see this GP this afternoon' so that's what I'm doing. Yeperdoo. So damn excited *sarcasm brought to you by Grimm's sexy pink slippers*
My friends... They seem to be slowly picking up on the fact that I'm going insane. Like, they keep asking if I'm ok. Am I really changing that much? Huh... Okay.
So yep gonna see a GP. Hopefully get something that'll help me. I've been becoming more and more confused lately. And stressed. Like, the other day, I was lost in my own house... So I sort of just twirled like an idiot ^^
OH OH OH. ALSO I have a new Undertale AU that I am quite fond of! It's called Underthreat. Gonna post a pic of Blooky soon. He looks so adorably creepy I guess!! Also I got a DeviantArt. My user is Soulkey1234 in case you wanna check out EXCLUSIVE STUFF THAT HAS NEVER ARRIVED ON THE OTAKU!!*razzle dazzle brought to you by Soulkey's sexy blank look*
ANYWAYS. So yep GP stuff yeah ok by for now.
*trumpets blow and I make a majestic leave by leaping over a hill of happiness and tripping over*
*trumpets, majestic leaps and the hill of happiness brought to you by sexiness in general*
CYA LATER LITTLE GHOSTIES!!

GOT ARTIST BLOCK?! READ THIS

OK I AM GOING TO GIVE YOU A LIST OF INSTRUCTIONS AND THIS IS FOR THOSE WHO WITHER JUST ENJOY ART OR HAVE ARTIST BLOCK. ENJOY MY FAVORITE LITTLE GHOSTIES. Yep you guys are now known as my little ghosties. LOL sames with people who read my sto...

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