General Information

First name: Riley
Age: 17
Date of birth: 28th of June, 2001
Gender: Gender-fluid
Sexuality: All over the place
Relationship status: Single, not ready to mingle

Physical Appearance

Eye color: grey green
Skin color: tan? At least my arms are for some reason
Build of body: Kinda lumpy and pear shaped.
Hair color: dyed reddish brown
Hair style: above shoulder length
Posture: hunched
Typical clothing: I either wear plaid or pajamas. No inbetween. Unless it's school uniform of course
Is seen by others as: An awkwardly quiet person who barely talks and hangs around the outside of the chat area

Personality

Likes: Cats, drawing, writing, roleplaying
Dislikes: the smell of dogs (Don't get me wrong, I like dogs, but their smell is yech, people touching me without some sort of warning (like brushing against me from behind or something), spiders
Fears: spiders, heights, crowds, cranes (the machinery), moths, butterflies and bones breaking (especially teeth)
Personal goals: Improve on my art and complete high school. Also take on an animation course.
General attitude: careless, calm, quiet
Religious values: none
General intelligence: not very smart
General sociability: not very sociable

Health

Illnesses: depression, mild psychosis, social anxiety
Sleeping habits: on and off
Energy level: low
Eating habits: average, if not low
Memory: terrible

Relationships

Parents: Got both, both good
Siblings: younger brother and older sister, both good
Friends: Only a handful, but they're the chosen ones
Best friend(s): 2 real life ones, several online ones.

Others

Occupation: Student
Favourite types of food: sweet
Favourite types of drink: sweet
Hobbies/past times: Drawing, writing, knitting, roleplaying
Guilty pleasures: baths, chocolate, ice cream
Pet peeves: People who don't bathe, people touching me, people with bad vibes
Pets: 2 dogs, 2 birds, a few fish and 3 cats (one of them is a stray that keeps coming to our place so we feed him.
Talents: drawing, writing
Favourite colours: red, blue, black, gold, silver.
Favourite type of music: dark types and Japanese types. Not metal. Ew.

Oh okay.

So my psychiatrist had to come to my fucking school to tell them not to put me in a certain class and to give them tips n such on how to deal with me. I wonder how that went.
But at least today I should be getting MY chocolate - 4 blocks worth of black forest. Best chocolate of them all in my opinion. And just to top it all off, no one else in my family likes it! More for me.
I actually came out of my shell and put 2 stories that I was scared of putting up on Wattpad. No one has commented yet. But guess what? My other story, known as Blood Red Rose Horrortale Sans x Reader and just last night 2 people put 200 comments on my bloody notifications. I couldn't be bothered going through them all, but I did read a few and JFC. I think they like it.

If ya wanna read it let me know

IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I HOPE THAT WENT OFF THE SCREEN.

Secret Santa wishlist

Okay let's get this over with.

What I would REALLY like
-Grimm
-Any character from the Stitchez.
-My ship, Grimm and Darling V

Other stuff that will be fine
-Cats
-Foxes
-Creepy stuff
-Undertale stuff
-Tokyo ghoul - Kaneki (Did I spell that right?), Touka or that mask maker guy. I forgot his name... I think it's Uta or something.

That's it. Yeah I actually joined.

Too late

Welp I was going to sign up for the Secret Santa and I think it's too late now. Is it?

-Insanity

*Heavy breathing of excitement* YES!!!

SO YOU MIGHT BE WONDERING WHAT I MEAN BY THE TITLE. I AM SLIGHTLY EXCITED FOR SOMEthing that I shouldn't exactly be excited for...
SO LET ME CUT TO THE CHASE.
I may or may not be going to a mental hospital for a little while.

YEP YOU READ THAT RIGHT. IF I SUDDENLY DISAPPEAR I'M either dead or I'M IN A HOSPITAL!! THAT'S HOW BROKEN I AM.

ALSO
In shit- I mean school, I don't really have to do work. Apparently my psychiatrist said 'all you need to do right now is attend. 95% of school for you right now is attending' So that's happening.

So what're your thoughts? Should I be excited for this or not?

Life update

I don't feel so good. I feel like throwing up. I think it's coz I drank flavored milk after I brushed my teeth.
It TASTED fine. I felt fine afterwards. But now I'm gonna hurl.
Maybe it's coz I didn't eat? Or I drank it too fast? Maybe I didn't swallow my tablet properly? Whatever it is I hope it passes soon. It's stomach acid that's rising, not food, and it hurts.
Yeah. Serves me right for not eating.