General Information

First name: Riley
Age: 17
Date of birth: 28th of June, 2001
Gender: Gender-fluid
Sexuality: All over the place
Relationship status: Single, not ready to mingle

Physical Appearance

Eye color: grey green
Skin color: tan? At least my arms are for some reason
Build of body: Kinda lumpy and pear shaped.
Hair color: dyed reddish brown
Hair style: above shoulder length
Posture: hunched
Typical clothing: I either wear plaid or pajamas. No inbetween. Unless it's school uniform of course
Is seen by others as: An awkwardly quiet person who barely talks and hangs around the outside of the chat area

Personality

Likes: Cats, drawing, writing, roleplaying
Dislikes: the smell of dogs (Don't get me wrong, I like dogs, but their smell is yech, people touching me without some sort of warning (like brushing against me from behind or something), spiders
Fears: spiders, heights, crowds, cranes (the machinery), moths, butterflies and bones breaking (especially teeth)
Personal goals: Improve on my art and complete high school. Also take on an animation course.
General attitude: careless, calm, quiet
Religious values: none
General intelligence: not very smart
General sociability: not very sociable

Health

Illnesses: depression, mild psychosis, social anxiety
Sleeping habits: on and off
Energy level: low
Eating habits: average, if not low
Memory: terrible

Relationships

Parents: Got both, both good
Siblings: younger brother and older sister, both good
Friends: Only a handful, but they're the chosen ones
Best friend(s): 2 real life ones, several online ones.

Others

Occupation: Student
Favourite types of food: sweet
Favourite types of drink: sweet
Hobbies/past times: Drawing, writing, knitting, roleplaying
Guilty pleasures: baths, chocolate, ice cream
Pet peeves: People who don't bathe, people touching me, people with bad vibes
Pets: 2 dogs, 2 birds, a few fish and 3 cats (one of them is a stray that keeps coming to our place so we feed him.
Talents: drawing, writing
Favourite colours: red, blue, black, gold, silver.
Favourite type of music: dark types and Japanese types. Not metal. Ew.

Smol update

So I've been put on different medication, and so much stress is weighing in on my shoulders.
BUT.
On Steam (You know. The place you can download games n stuff on your computer?) my friend is getting me a gift card for it so we can play games and see who's online and everything. So she's my bestest friendo ever.
OK she's not just my friend because of that. In fact I couldn't care less about that to be honest. But she's my friend because she's the only idiot who's actually stuck it out with me. For all the stupid things I've done to her, she's there. You know that other friend? I can state her name. I have to skip a few lessons a lot lately and she asks where have you been? I reply 'doctors'. She replies with Oh. I'd like for her to know what I'm going through but I'm too shy to even tell her. But my other friend - okay her name is Jeanna - she's there. She understands more than anyone! Including my own fucking parents! I trust her more than I trust my own mother! Either I'm retarded or she's something special, amiright? No. Of course not. It's hard to explain, ya know? Here's a few scenarios with her and I compared to me and my other 'friends'.
"Aren't you eating anything?" Jeanna asks.
"I'm not hungry"
"EAT THIS" shoves food in front of me.
"... oh. okay"

"Aren't you hungry?" other friend (Let's name her Kiara for this sake) asks.
"I don't want to eat" I shrug.
"Oh. Can I eat your food?

"Wanna come over? Or I come to your place?" I ask
"YES OH MY GOD sounds fun! Is Sunday okay? Oh I'm so pumped!"

"Wanna come over? Or I come to your place?"
"Sure. But you have to come here. What day?"
"Sunday?"
"Can't got church looks like you can't come over oh well" hangs up phone

"I've got a crush on someone" I murmur.
"Oh, really? Who?" Jeanna asks.
"This guy"
"Oh this guy? Yeah I think you have a shot at him!"

"I've got a crush on someone"
"Who?"
"This guy"
Walks off and tells crush.

Walks into area and dumps bag. "Hey sorry I'm late, I had to go somewhere" I say
"Oh?" Jeanna frowns and takes ALL of her attention away from everyone and everything else and looks directly at me.
"I had to go to the doctors"
"Oh, are you okay?"
"I'd be lying if I said yes"
"Well, I won't push you for answers"

"Where were you?!" Kiara asks.
"Had to go to doctors"
"Oh" Resumes attention to whatever it was.

Okay, end of examples.
But...
I feel as if I am really what that guy called me. I was talking to someone the other day about my problems and they called me an attention whore.

Why?

So I keep taking quizzes about when I'm getting married and the results are always 'never'. xD
I don't care. I kinda don't wanna get married. I know the results are most probably untrue but still :)

-Insanity

Comic

Well, the comic has just been approved, so go check that out.

I might not get motivated enough to actually finish it, and even if I do, it might take, like, forever. Working on the second page now.

-Insanity

7!!

7 more views till I reach 4,000 views on this world! Then and only then will I release the new comic for a Safe Place despite having only done 1 panel!

-Insanity

Ps: I don't care if my user isn't Insanity, this is my choice so :P LOL

IEPB and update

IEPB stands for I Eat Pasta for breakfast, btw. It's a Creepypasta comic. It's pretty cool. Go check it out.
About the MRI. I went for it yesterday and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would have been. Like, I watched Tangled as they did it and it didn't feel like 45 minutes. It felt like 20 minutes, tops. Yet my mum and dad said it was definitely 45. Weird. I actually almost fell asleep in there tbh.
ALSO my name from now on is Insanity. Imma go find out if I can change my name. I hope no one has got it. Alright. Sorry for short posts.
Seeya, ghosties <3

-Insanity