Looks like it's not my time to give up the Otaku. I guess it's attached itself to me.
Did ya miss me? Heheh.

OK. So let me get to the life update thing. So the holidays were... well... Eventful enough. The good things that happened was that I went to a market called Carribean Garden Market. I really wanted to stay home but I'm glad I didn't because, due to my headphones breaking a few days before, I got the good headphones, called Beats by Dr. Dre. They're the black and red ones that go over your ears not in. They're pretty good. I also got 2 really cute voodoo doll keychains. They're amazing. 1 has a white head with pins sticking out of it. Also holding other wire things. Mum said he was based off of a guy called Pinhead. I actually named him Pinhead before I knew his name was Pinhead because I thought Pinhead would suit him. Then the 2nd one has an orange head and mum said she didn't know the name but the three wires on either side of his head represent cds. He's also holding a chain. They're both pretty cool.
Anyways, went to the movies yesterday to see The Secret Life of Pets. 2/10, do not recommend. The only good part is the hawk.
Anyways, after that was fun. You see, my parents were watching another movie, called Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children. Their movie went for an extra 20 minutes (which turned to half an hour due to ads n shit).
In the mean time, since we were sitting in the food court, I had a panic attack. Yay.
For those of you who have never had a panic attack, let me tell you how it went for me.
The voices in my head and the ones outside increased dramatically. My hearing also seemed to also increase, since people kept eating things, opening bags, and always seemed to be right in my ear. I clutched my hair and kept talking to myself and growling. Every time I looked up it seemed that everybody was looking at me even though they weren't. The voices in my head seemed to be coming from me and I was talking out loud. I was saying stuff like 'people keep looking at you. you're making a scene. people are wondering if your crazy. haha! what am you talking about, we ARE crazy, crazy crazy crazy nikki and friends. nikki is a sicko a psycho a strange little girly whirly. wee help me help me help me we want to go home stop LOOKING at me!! *growl* NO DON'T TOUCH US YOU C*NT (nobody was touching me btw) don't look at us! Don't look at me!! stop stop stop stop stop this is hurting? no i'm being stupid don't cry don't cry ow i need to stop being an idiot, why can't i be like anyone else?!' and stuff like that. So yeah. That went on for half an hour. It was great. 100% fantastic. 1234567890% sarcasm. Also had a mini panic attack this morning since it's the first day of school. I even felt sick just thinking about. I walked up to my mum and begged her not let me go to school. And guess what?
I'm at school. Fun.
Welp. Gonna go write stuff now. So I'm alive sadly. Hi.