I think I'm worsening? But also getting better.

Okay here's a list of things about my health.
Pros:
- The tablets seem to be working
- I feel slightly happier
Cons:
- I feel like I'm dying
- i keep throwing up ON PURPOSE
- I can't see my psychiatrist this week so now I feel slightly worse.
- Every time I forget to take me tablets I have a mental breakdown
- I plan on not taking the tablets.
- I feel sick all the time

End