Also I barely get anyone posting anymore, so I don't see any new content on here nowadays. But lots of people have already vented about this place dying on here, so I'm not here to repeat what everyone else has already said.
I had a girlfriend for a little while. She's pretty and she has a great personality, but I slowly started feeling self conscious about myself and love so we ended up breaking up. It was an interesting experience. I feel like I won't be having any relationships like that for a while. Both because it was too good, and because love makes me feel weird. I'm not ready for it.
On a more sour note, I've noticed my old cluster of friends have been ignoring me. Maybe not on purpose, but it hurts all the same. Let's have an example.
So the other day I was with my group of friends and they were talking about End Game. I honestly have no opinion on it. I haven't been watching the series (Although I have seen a few of the Thor movies, due to my mum developing a crush on him), and I didn't want to see End Game either, but I was listening anyways.
Then my ex girlfriend walked up and wanted to show them a video of End Game, but like, one of the boys stood in front of me so I couldn't see the video. So I kinda just... slipped away from the group and nobody did anything about it. I can't be the only one who does that when you know you're not wanted, right? It saddens me. I'm sorry to all those who have experienced this.
On a happy ish note, my best friend in high school is pretty awesome. But he just got called out of the room. Apparently he got called out because he accidentally added the PornHub link on his friends school computer. So... I have weird friends.
I've learnt a sort of tune on piano. And sometimes I can make simple melodies on my own with piano. But I can't play piano with two hands because it just messes up.
Oh, here's a link to a playlist I'm listening to right now. It's music that I added to a playlist myself. Feel free to follow me on there. I don't produce music, though.
Spotify playlist
In other news, I've slowly started bringing Darling V back, but I've been drawing her as a scary type coz I feel like she'd try to murder me because I forgot about the rest of the family. At least I didn't delete this world. I don't want to. I have too many memories on here.
I don't want their memory to die. I've already forgotten too many characters of mine.
My brothers home sick today. I hope he's okay.
I need to be doing work. This may be harder than I thought, all this work. I'm learning about the Holocaust.
So... Cya...
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