The pain
Unbearable
Disturbing all peace
He's still on my mind
I can't stop thinking about him
He plagues my thoughts
Pushing all other subjects away in my mind
Making himself apparent in my thoughts
Refusing to leave
The pain hurts so much
And yet still,
He rubs more salt into the wounds
The wounds he inflicted
Yet healed them as well
He makes me smile
And he makes me cry
I can't understand him
He cuts through scabs
Reopening my scars
Digging deeper into them
Making them bleed again
I start to lose my sight
Dizzy
Everything gets fuzzy
Blurry
I reach out to push him away
He grabs my hands and pulls me closer
I feebly try again
He embraces me tightly
Then disappears
Leaving me
Bleeding
I faint
Pain still stabbing through my heart