Mood: SCREW THIS
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My face feels like makeup...I hate makeup...
I was so ready to post tonight...And yet again...
OotRH... (looks at new post and realizes she should probably post next) ...dammit.
I've got so much work to do tomorrow...Homework and college work... Here's how things went:
Last week--
Mom: You're free next Sunday, maybe you should do something with your friends!
Me: Okay! :D
This past Thursday--
Me: (to self) I should ask emogit and broski and Romano if they wanted to go to the mall on Sunday! (prepares to send out text)
Mom: So we're spending all of Sunday finishing your college supplements.
Me: FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU--
Sometimes I wonder if people actually take me seriously...should I be less amusing in these posts? ...nah.
I missed Iago's birthday TT~TT HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAGO (it was November 1st ^^;) I wonder what Cassio gave him...It's probably something I should figure out...
Cassio...OotRH...DAMMIT.
I really do hate my phone sometimes...I swear, I thought he never actually ATE texts and sent them into oblivion, just delayed them...am I wrong?
I have two and a half days to decide whether I'm coming back to band. TWO AND A HALF DAYS. The prognosis isn't good, gentlemen. I got left out of awards at today's competition AGAIN. Last time all the captains besides me went out. This time all the senior girls besides me did.
IS IT CUZ I SAID I MIGHT QUIT? IS IT? CUZ GUESS WHAT, YOU'RE DRIVING ME AWAY MORE.
Stupid instructors...thanks a lot, guys, you're considerate of my feelings...
Oh well, at least my good guy friend who I may or may not kinda like a bit er I mean what? tried to cheer me up a bit...He let me basically sleep on his shoulder the whole time we were sitting in the stands waiting for awards (so yeah, four or five hours). It was comfy ^^;
He's one of the few reasons I'm considering coming back to band...We have no classes together this year, so band's the only time I see him. Plus, if I leave, I kinda feel like I'm leaving him alone: the drum major has major problems with him, the senior guy in pit is siding with the drum major a lot, the senior girl in battery is terrible to him, he's having problems with the instructors...I dunno...I kinda wanna talk to him about it before Tuesday when I have to decide whether or not I'm leaving...
Really cold...
Daylight savings, yay! And extra hour of sleep college supplements!
Can it be Christmastime already? I'm not one to rush the season, but I'm in need of some snow and some decorations and some actual happiness and maybe some cheesy Christmas songs and movies and so on...and presents, they're nice, I guess ^^;
Apparently there's new Hetalia out... Not sure if I can bring myself to watch it or if it will kill me inside...
What is this? What the hell is wrong with me? I should probably sign off.
...but OotRH...DAMMIT!
Tata~!
~Mattie
I'm really sorry guys. I promised to get better about posting, and here I am, failing again. I just...don't feel up to it tonight. I was all excited, had a comic and everything, and then pow. Lack of enthusiasm.
No OotRH post tonight either...I couldn't possibly do any one of those characters justice right now...
Dammit, Arthur... (stares in direction of phone)
Mood: Happy
Listening to: Apres Moi
Today's Word: Deluge
Today's Video Game: Metroid Priiiiiime
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It feels so lovely to be writing this post instead of standing out in the freezing cold going over time at band and losing my fingers to frostbite ^^
I've had this new obsession with Apres Moi by Regina Spektor. It reminds me a lot of bitter/snapped!Mattie...You know, the French, and the Russian, and just the words in general... "You can't break that which isn't yours" gets me the most... Too much angsty Maple Tea going on recently...
Speaking of, I'm sure emogit will be delighted to hear that I've been drawing snapped!Mattie again and it's just as fun as the first time. (evil grin)
Realized that I can't post as Cassio until we get to the end of the night on OotRH...forgot if I mentioned that already...But yeah waiting a bit to post as Iago cuz I don't want to seem like a desperate rp whore I want to work out a bit more stuff ^^;
PROFESSOR LAYTON IS A MOVIE NOW. YES.
Metroid Prime...still haven't actually played it, and probably won't til band champs is over...But man, those Chozo Ghosts and space pirates (Hockey!Mattie and Pirate!Iggy respectively) get scarier every time...I legitimately jumped when I got a text today cuz it scared the crap out of me after I watched for a bit...I wonder what's going to happen when I actually play...
SpacePirate!Iggy: Boo.
Me(or normal Mattie): (faints)
I HATE ANATOMY. Drawing-wise and school-wise, though I've never actually taken it...and the anatomy teacher is AWESOME because he's secretly a gay atheist short Ukrainian super spy with bright red boots...
Aw...I actually have to find a youtube link this time? Poo.
Why doesn't Excalibur alone protect Art from dying of blood loss?
BECAUSE IT'S A POOPY SWORD.
(is shot for reference maybe three people will get)
Alright...I've crossed the delirium line... Tata~!
~Mattie
Sorry for the lack of posting...I've been randomly falling asleep XP
Long post tonight, promise! No band!! ^^
Tata~!
~Mattie
Too tired to make a regular post...
Hope you all got lots of free candy!!
College interview tomorrow...fun...
Tata~!
~Mattie