Mood: SCREW THIS
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My face feels like makeup...I hate makeup...
I was so ready to post tonight...And yet again...
OotRH... (looks at new post and realizes she should probably post next) ...dammit.
I've got so much work to do tomorrow...Homework and college work... Here's how things went:
Last week--
Mom: You're free next Sunday, maybe you should do something with your friends!
Me: Okay! :D
This past Thursday--
Me: (to self) I should ask emogit and broski and Romano if they wanted to go to the mall on Sunday! (prepares to send out text)
Mom: So we're spending all of Sunday finishing your college supplements.
Me: FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU--
Sometimes I wonder if people actually take me seriously...should I be less amusing in these posts? ...nah.
I missed Iago's birthday TT~TT HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAGO (it was November 1st ^^;) I wonder what Cassio gave him...It's probably something I should figure out...
Cassio...OotRH...DAMMIT.
I really do hate my phone sometimes...I swear, I thought he never actually ATE texts and sent them into oblivion, just delayed them...am I wrong?
I have two and a half days to decide whether I'm coming back to band. TWO AND A HALF DAYS. The prognosis isn't good, gentlemen. I got left out of awards at today's competition AGAIN. Last time all the captains besides me went out. This time all the senior girls besides me did.
IS IT CUZ I SAID I MIGHT QUIT? IS IT? CUZ GUESS WHAT, YOU'RE DRIVING ME AWAY MORE.
Stupid instructors...thanks a lot, guys, you're considerate of my feelings...
Oh well, at least my good guy friend who I may or may not kinda like a bit er I mean what? tried to cheer me up a bit...He let me basically sleep on his shoulder the whole time we were sitting in the stands waiting for awards (so yeah, four or five hours). It was comfy ^^;
He's one of the few reasons I'm considering coming back to band...We have no classes together this year, so band's the only time I see him. Plus, if I leave, I kinda feel like I'm leaving him alone: the drum major has major problems with him, the senior guy in pit is siding with the drum major a lot, the senior girl in battery is terrible to him, he's having problems with the instructors...I dunno...I kinda wanna talk to him about it before Tuesday when I have to decide whether or not I'm leaving...
Really cold...
Daylight savings, yay! And extra hour of sleep college supplements!
Can it be Christmastime already? I'm not one to rush the season, but I'm in need of some snow and some decorations and some actual happiness and maybe some cheesy Christmas songs and movies and so on...and presents, they're nice, I guess ^^;
Apparently there's new Hetalia out... Not sure if I can bring myself to watch it or if it will kill me inside...
What is this? What the hell is wrong with me? I should probably sign off.
...but OotRH...DAMMIT!
Tata~!
~Mattie
