OotRH post? What OotRH post?
But seriously, last night (or would it be this morning?) I had a really bad dream...Not bad like scary, bad like really depressing...
I was Matthew...kinda? I was Matthew to Alfred and Arthur but my family was there too and they saw me as me...But anyway, the family doesn't matter, the bad dream part was with ACE.
The three of us were in a park, and I saw Arthur first, and he held out his arms to hug me but then I was glomped by Alfred and hugged him instead. Then Al picked me up and kinda spun around with me a little before putting me down on a bench, and then he did the same thing with Arthur which made me kinda jealous. Then we realized we had to go somewhere (something about breakfast with my family?) and we all got in Al's car.
And here's the depressing part...I tried so many times to hug Arthur/hold his hand/other things that boyfriends do, and every time he did something to prevent it. It wasn't really on purpose (at least, I hope not...), but he'd always turn at the last second or start talking before I could hug him or something...And I remember barely being able to hold a conversation with him. All in all it was just really terrible...I woke up super upset too...
Am I dream-missing Arthur now, too?
I kinda wanted to write that down so I wouldn't forget it...Though maybe it'd be better to forget... XP
Alright, well, I'm gonna go. May or may not post again today...I HAS A SLEEPOVER~! That I need to find an ugly Christmas sweater for...I have an ugly sweater, but it's not Christmasy... (may just put a Christmas pin on it)
Tata~!
~Mattie
