That's how I'm feeling.
Remember when I used to put moods here on this world? Ha.
Well, happy anniversary to Matthew and Arthur. I guess. I dunno. They're only tentatively together as it is....but a year's a year I guess. Bah.
You know, I was happy this morning. I was happy when I was creating their anniversary picture. Why am I upset now? Maybe cuz I spend most of tonight looking at that picture and remembering last year when I was actually cheerful and had energy and crap.
That picture IS from a real roleplay. I didn't reread it cuz it would have killed me, but Matt and Arthur just went out for a walk somewhere near Matt's house and looked at the stars. That was their first kiss, if I recall correctly. I remember Arthur saying something about how Matt was more beautiful than all the stars in the sky. Not sure why that stuck with me. Oh, and Matt hurt his leg because Arthur tripped and fell on him or something! Idk...I'm just reminiscing.
Maybe I'll actually sleep. I dunno. I'm feeling worse. Not looking forward to doing things this week. Bleck.
~Mattie
