In this world I shall post my writings. Mainly my poetry which I wrote a few years ago but also some of the stories I wrote.

Please feel free to use my work but on the following conditions, you give me credit for using my work and you also let me know what you have used my work in. I would be very intrested to know that.

I will be starting from the earliest of my poems so they won't be that good but I'm sure they improve.

I hope you enjoy reading the insight of the world though my eyes....

Invisable

Invisable

I wish I was alone
No longer here
Visibility lost
I wish not to be seen
Sightless
All alone
Be by myself
Lost
Empty space where I used to stand

Lost and Alone

Lost and Alone

Abandoned
Lost
Is anyone there?

Nothing
No one
It's empty

Lost

Lost

Left behind
On my own
Seen never again
Time has never been so slow

Lonely Runaway

Lonely Runaway

I ran away
To try to escape
But running has only made me unhappy
Unloved
And lonely

No one understood the pain I felt
So I ran
No one understands the pain I feel
So I just keep running

All I want is for someone to understand me
And make me stop running
But I know that someone doesn't exsist
That someone never exsisted
And never will

So I just keep running
Each day becoming unhappier
More unloved
And lonlier....

False Hope

False Hope

You said you would help me
Help me through my times of need and dispair

You said I could tell you all my secrets and darkest fears
And help me figure them out and cope

You said if I told you everything
If I just opened up
You'd keep them secret
And cope with what I told you
No matter how harsh, hazardous or dangerous

I didn't want to open up
I wanted to keep my feelings locked up inside
I wanted to keep my fears and secrets to myself

But you make me feel safe, secure
So I opened up and told you everything
Not knowing that you would soon end your life
Just because of me....