Lost in Total Darkness

Depressed and all alone
No one understands the pain I feel
No one tries to help ease the pain
And even if they did
I would just push them away

So it's no use
But I have to cope
I have to survive this pain
The pain I have live with all my life

To me this pain is darkness
And I am lost
No one will ever find me
Because I'm too lost in this darkness