As the tears well up behind these eyes the harder they are to hide. The pain gathers up and expands inside me, as if wanting to explode into pure anger and rage. Yet for some reason is not able to, and around you I cannot show it. I leave before they begin to fall, and once they do it’s like a storm of them. The pain that I had begun flowing out as well, and I begin to fall apart. As the clouds turn gray the sun is hidden as if to never be seen again.