I wanted to thank everyone for their comments last time, I appreciate it. My friend's mom had been in a lot of pain for many years, and in the back of everyone's mind we knew she might kill herself (she tried it before), but it still came as a huge shock. I'm doing OK, so don't worry about me. I've been through so much in my life already I think I'm just numb to these kinds of things. I feel sad, but I just can't cry or anything like everyone else has done. Maybe I will eventually...