Hey everyone~

Well, I spent a day with the b/f, and I thought he deserved to know about what my best friend told me on Saturday, and my feelings. Lately I've been feeling that I'm losing love for my boyfriend , but today I felt it again, and we've both decided to stay together and see how things go. If we're able to keep the love there, that's great:) I'm just going to let things run their course and focus on school, becaus I CANNOT let this get in the way of my schoolwork. All in all, a very emotional day for me and I'm feeling pretty drained.

We came home from my Grandmas today too~ it's nice to be back home again, just not looking forward to the early wake up time for school tomorrow>.< that's nothing new though. Yes, tomorrow will be an interesting day back...for better or worse I guess.

I just want to be able to handle this situation! It's so...blah...stressful:-/ oh well, just focus on school Iris! Until next post~

~Tokyo iris