Dudes.
I need to redo my site.
Again.
And I've been gone for so long. I'm actually on here everyday. But I never really do anything.
So an update?
Okay here goes.
After 1 year and 3 months of dating, Andrew and I called it off last night. But it's cool. It was for the best. I hope. Too many issues. Too big of an age gap? Possible. Him being condescending? Very possible. Him mocking me and blowing up over everything? More likely than you'd think.
Although he was a good man (kid?), and I do still in a sense love him, it was a dwindling love. I hope we can stay friends. Maybe if we ever worked past things, we could get back together. I don't know.
I'm still staying with his grandmother who stated that I didn't have to be dating him to live with her. But you know things are awkward I guess. I want to hightail it out of here, not that I dislike anyone or anything. It's just all the memories are kinda painful.
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In other news....
College is fast approaching. yay? I guess. I'm pretty unmotivated, but I'll get over it. Cold feet and just not sure what to do with life anymore.
What about you guys? I miss talking to the few of you here. I have MSN and AIM and Myspace if you'd like to talk through that. I'll try to keep up with myotaku better and I've been meaning to update, maybe even get some art up here.
So, in the process of trying to look for something to hang onto, something fun, I found that I really love the smell of hand sanitizer....
>:3
Other than that, I really don't like Version Vibrant, seeing as everything that is on the fanwords page, is belligerent crap, and mostly about how "girl gamers" (which are extremely mainstream now, where have all of you been? And no not just here, everywhere. You're not special stop with the gender bias.) are so unaccepted, some of the worst fanfiction one could ever read, mainly based off the Naruto and Fruits Basket animes, and just in general crap.
And yeah if I don't like it so much, why not write something of my own? I'm just not going to. Because it's not even worth writing.
I just wish someone would write something in good taste.
I just like myotaku better. This place isn't very customizable either, which is totally gay.
So there. End rant here?
Playlist:
"Jump In My Mouth And Breathe"-Black Moth Super Rainbow
"Neon Syrup For The Cemetery Sisters"-Black Moth Super Rainbow
"Imaginary Places"-Bus Driver
The Entirety of Tenacious D And The Pick Of Destiny
"The Ocean, The Kingdom, And The Temptation"-Maudlin Of The Well
"Undine And Underwater Flowers"-Maudlin Of The Well
"They Aren't All Beautiful"-Maudlin Of The Well
"Sleep Is A Curse"-Maudlin Of The Well
"Birth Pains Of Astral Projection"-Maudlin Of The Well
"665' Symphony"-Psychopathology Orchestra
"Sleeping Giant"-Mastodon
"ghostwork"-13 & God
"Perfect Speed"- 13 & God
"Superman On Ice"- 13 & God
"Old Haunts"-Fieldtriqp

And that's about it ;3