Letting Go...

I don't know how to let go.
I know she doesn't care anymore and maybe in a way I knew it was inevitable.
I thought that maybe she'd be stringing me along because she didn't want to hurt my feelings.
I can just be friends, and have been for a while.
I just feel used for some reason. I don't understand why.
I just do.
In other news, I have to have a biopsy done on my uterus to see if I have cancer/some sort of infection.
And it's going to be filled faggotry.
I hate the gyno.
In happier news, I'll be living with my little brother again soon :D

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