Humm...
Its so close to Valentines Day... I am not looking forward to it, I am just gonna end up spending it by myself in a lonely house. >>
The girl I liked just got a boyfriend... And it isn't me obviously.
I guess I am happy for her though. She seems to be happy. So, I just pretend I don't mind and just smile whenever she mentions him.
I guess that all I really want is for her to be happy, even if it isn't with me =/
But it doesn't matter. I guess I am happy for her,
But I am also sad because of it.
So yeah. Thats all I have been thinking about really, all day.
And yes, Shi-Chan that is why I was sad at lunch today...
And I also gave myself a papercut. It hurt (Yes I am that weak.)
Jack~♪
