Stay with me until the shouting, and the crying, and the screaming goes away.
Stay with me.
Please
Well..
Where to start.
I have rather... Bad news.
Well
It doesn't really affect you.
It might affect Shi-Chan though.
Not much, I guess.
Well.
I should stop saying well.
BACK TO THE POINT.
My parents are getting divorced.
No Lie.
They told me after dinner today
I just sat there for 20 minuites.
Emotionless.
I didn't know how to feel.
The they asked
"Is there anything you want to know?"
And I just got up and walked out.
Silent.
I got up to my room
And cried Bawled for what felt like ages.
And they came up and tried to reassure us everything would be fine
And all I can remember shrieking at them was
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!
YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BE TOGETHER
AND EVERYTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE
To which they replied...
Everything changes sooner or later
Then I said
I DON'T CARE!
I WAS HAPPY
HANNAH WAS HAPPY
YOU AND DAD, EVEN IF IT WAS SOME FACADE
WERE HAPPY!
AND NOW EVERYTHING IS BEING TORN APART
THIS HAS RUINED EVERYTHING
THERE WILL BE NO HAPPY FAMILY MOMENTS ANYMORE.
BECAUSE YOU WILL BE SOMEWHERE
AND YOU WILL BE SOMEWHERE ELSE
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE
YOU RUINED EVERYTHING.
They then said
Jack, we just want to talk
And I said
I DON'T WANT TO TALK
YOU'RE GETTING A DIVORCE
AND THATS IT!
And then I walked out
And went biking with Will.
Who made me feel better. (Thanks, if you are reading this.)
When I got back,
Dad said
You seemed to have calmed down
And I replied,
Thats because
I've realised.
I can't change anything about this.
And then just looked away and concentrated on the computer,
And tried not to cry again.
And here we are.
Yeah...
I'm effing depressed now.
This sucks.
I wish this was just some sick and twisted nightmare.
I hate it.
Jack Skellz
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