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Name: Hai
Sex: Male
Age: 20
Birth: 25 April
Status: Single
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Entry for April's Fool - I'm not drunk... You f*cking ugly monky

To the girl I love most:
You cheated on me! Your f*cking ugly monkey, Hope you die 1000 times in HELL ...

I'm not drunk If you think so

I'm alert more than you know

Just some beers wont work on me

So dont screw with me, you f*cking ugly monkey

...

Tell me lies and call my name

When you need, I'm here to blame

Just ignore me when I need

Leave me alone, hurt and bleed

Make those promises you cannot keep

Hide those secrets that haunt my sleep

When I call, dont be there

Just act as if you do not care

Cut me down and watch me fall

Broke my heart, is that all?

Make me seem like a big mistake

Push me to the point that I cannot take

I'm enough with all those pains

Hurt me like that, what you gain?

If tomorrow I died, would you care?

What if I was no longer there?

Just find another ones for my place?

Somehow they will just replace?

Is this the way is supposed to be?

So thanks alot for hating me

...

I'm not drunk if you think so

Leave me alone, please GO!!! ...

... It's RAINING ...

When you see no rain in summer
Do not think it will not be
Because your day might be a bummer
When a storm you start to see ...

Do not think it will not rain?
Do not think it will not hail?
I suggest you use your brain
If you don't your plans could fail ...

Cool breeze from the window
Watching the rain outside
Wishing it would wash
All the pains inside ...

A perfect day may never exist
But perfect moments often do
Please take to heart these simple words,
When life rains down on you ...

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Entry 4 Oc 18 08

All the wishes I made about you were so wrong
Or the lyrics I sang to every lonely sad song

You bring me more sadness than anything more
Your kisses are sweet but they leave me too sore

I'll never get back all that I've given to you
My heart's scarred from the things you do

Your words are lies that I always foolish believe
You are pain in my ass, an incurable disease

I'll never really trust anyone anymore no matter who
I'll never feel the same about someone as I did you

The anger inside my heart will forever be fulled
Cause how could I ever forget all you did was cruel

This story was never meant to have a happy end
It's too broken and tattered now far beyond mend

So many wishes that I know I spoke all wrong
Too many tears I've cried each lonely sad song

But now the one last wish I want to come true
Is the wish that there's something ... EATS YOU ...

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Entry 4 Oc 13 08

I'm feeling sick n getting worse
I think Id better see the nurse

I'm nauseated, nearly ill
I have a fever n a chill

I have a cold, I have the flu
I'm turning green n pink n blue

I have the sweats, I have the shakes
A stuffy nose n bellyaches

My knees r weak, my visions r blurred
My throat is sore, my voice is slurred

A feeble head, a weaken heart
I may just faint or fall apart

I sprained my ankle, stubbed my toes
N soon I will start 2 decompose

N 1 more thing I have today
That makes me have 2 go away

It's just as bad as all the rest
I also have the midterm test

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Goodbye

Memories soft n sweet
Caught on autumn's breeze
Whispers of last goodbyes
Drifted amongst bare trees

Say goodbye 2 memories
Rain falling through the years
Leaves dropping from lonely trees
A broken heart still sears

Rain falling through the years
In longing I still await
A broken heart still sears
4 a long lost soul mate

How could I ever forget
The 1st time I heard ur voice
A sweet infusion numbing my soul
Lighting within a flame of joy

But y did hearts have 2 fade
Like summer 2 shades of fall
4 clouds had covered ur gaze
Autumn chills then began 2 call

Blown away leaves of gold
On a wind cold as ur goodbye
Leaving behind a frozen memory
Of love's glimmer enchanting ur eyes ...