Okay, as I'm sure my subscribers who read my last post may remember, Yuki had left me behind for a club girl that he met.
He had broken all contact with me, so I deleted his number and didn't try to contact him while he was in his relationship, despite a pregnancy that did, in fact, involve him.

Three days ago, he un-blocked me on Facebook, re-added me, and messaged me to tell me I was right about the girl being crazy and a gold-digger, and also apologized for leaving the way he did. He asked what he missed, and I told him several different things that he had missed since being away and not speaking to me...and I told him about the miscarriage that I had. He asked his if it was his, and I explained to him that it couldn't be anyone else's, as he was the only one I was intimate with.

He was destroyed again.

Since then, he has been trying to make plans to come see me or to pick me up and take me clubbing before I go on vacation, however...Plans keep getting fucked. Which is extremely annoying.

While I'm glad I have my friend back, I did tell him that I cannot forgive him this time for what he did to me, but that I can put it behind me and move forward into re-establishing our friendship.

Call me a fool if you will, call me whatever you'd like...But I can't keep just being without him in my life. And I can only hope that this time, he stays in my life, even if we don't end up together. He's my rock, and I need him.