This song accurately portrays how I feel these days about my recent break up. There hasn't been a day where I haven't thought of her... she wants nothing to do with me, but I try so hard not to contact her, like she wants. It's harder to sleep without her by my side, and nothing is the same without her. 4 years.... 4 fucking years.... gone... and it's already been over half a year and I still can't get over her... but all I can do is just to be strong. It's so damn hard to be strong. It's so hard to hold back my feelings. It's so hard to progress... because the feeling just creeps back up and haunts me, just like in the song... everyday I wait and hope that one day she might actually contact me, but would it even be worth it anymore?...
I've come to hate this song because of how accurate it's become.... sucks because it was one of my all-time favorite songs.... if anything I've made it more of a torture song, to make me feel like shit, to make me hate myself more and more... maybe too much to the point where I won't be able to stand myself anymore and do something about it...
(I miss you miss you)
Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop the pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
(I miss you miss you)
