A bit of an awkward post

Christmas has passed (and it was awesome!!!), I went to a Christmas party and was tickled by my boyfriend (LOL I need to find out if he's ticklish or not!), New Years is coming up and I'm going to my aunt and uncle's in New Jersey (I live in PA), and I started thinking all of a sudden. It was really random too. It wasn't a very nice string of thoughts. Frankly, it made me wanna bang my head against a wall.
For those of you who don't know, I went from bi-curious to pretty much fully bisexual a couple months ago. It didn't really bother me much. Then I realized that I had to tell my boyfriend this. I still haven't. What's even worse is that the week before break, I caught myself flirting with one of the girls I'm newly friends with in English. Eh... She's so nice and laughs at all my funny little comments... It's kinda hard not to. And then I feel really guilty cause I already have a boyfriend, but girls are just so cute! Well, and hot, but I don't really feel like talking about that. I have no clue what my boyfriend would say if I told him. Ashley (narutoKHfighter on here) said she'd help me, but I'm still afraid. Besides, we haven't really talked about actually telling him... Ugh, I really don't wanna sound whiny about this but my head's just spinning....

On a happier note, more drawings will be coming out soon. Hopefully, since I didn't upload a Christmas one, I'll upload a New Year's one.

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