Welcome, friends! This is basically my life update world, where I pour all the crap going on in my life at the moment. I don't expect people to give this place much attention, to be honest. Well, make yourself at home, anyway!

Hey-o

Good Evening, Everyone! (It's 11 P.M. as I write this) How are you guys? I've recently got into The Game Grumps, and I love them. Like, I've watched nothing else for several days. HOW DID I JUMP ON THE GG TRAIN SO LATE!? AND NOW I'VE MISSED JON!! Q A Q

But, Danny isn't that bad. I think he compliments the show nicely. He'll never replace Jon, of course, but he's still pretty funny. God, it's like reliving Tarja leaving Nightwish all over again XD TARJA IS THE QUEEN OF MY HEART OKAY

Anyhoo, my sister recently started dating this guy. His name is William. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't jealous. Of William, I mean. She's been spending SO MUCH time with him. Like, she goes to see him every weekend. Even in the midst of us trying to plan some time together. I don't know what to do. She insists he's different, but she's said that about all the people she's dated. And I do mean ALL of them. I'm worried about her. She's going to try to bring him to our Thanksgiving dinner, but I don't want her to. I don't want to meet him. Every time I try to play a sister thing with her, she says, "Oh, and I could bring William!"

I just really want to shout, "NO. DON'T BRING FREAKING WILLIAM. I DON'T WANT HIM TO COME. IT JUST SUPPOSED TO BE US." but I hold my tongue, because I don't want to hurt her feelings. Like, she's really into this guy. I don't really even have a reason to dislike him. My sister is an independent person now. She's moved out. She's free of the nest and all it's restrictions. Including me. I have no right to tell her who to date. But, every time she's like REALLY into someone like that, I'm filled with this irrational loathing for them. It's weird. I've never met the guy, he could be as great as she says he is. But, I have this REALLY, REALLY intense feeling of repulsion from anything related to meeting him. Like, I hate the idea. I don't understand it.

Maybe I haven't fully let go of my sister. I mean, for a very, VERY long time, she was the only friend I had. I hold her very close to my heart. She's easily my favorite person ever. She hasn't had a very steady love life, to say the least. I just... I don't want her to date. It's as simple as that. It's just so much simpler for me if she doesn't. But, I recognize how selfish that is, so I don't say anything. I love her so much. I just hope she'll be okay.

The Weekend and Things to Come

So, I'm supposed to be staying the weekend with my sister, if she'll come away from her boyfriend long enough to answer my messages. She bought me a Batman kigurumi, and I'm pretty stoked about that. I really hope she answers my messages. I want to see her. It's been a pretty long time. Anyway, I've entered quite a lot of giveaways on Tumblr, because I really, REALLY want to win a 3DS. I may have to babysit today, but I dunno. I hope not. I think that's about it for today.

Area 11

There's this band I've been listening to a lot recently. They're called Area 11, and anime is a pretty big influence in their music. I've been listening to basically just them this whole week. In case you were wondering, their band name is inspired by Code Geass. So are some of their songs. I strongly suggest you guys go check out their music! (Also the members of the band are also members of the Youtube group The Yogscast, so win/win.)

I'm alive!

Whoa! It's me! I haven't been back for a month or so! Here at my house, we were having a bit of an issue with the internet, but it's been resolved. So, now lets get to the life update, eh? Not as if any of you care, but I'll do it anyway. Pretty soon, I should be going to stay a weekend with my sister at her apartment. I'll be there on the weekend her and her room-mates are holding a Halloween party... Oh boy, this is going to turn out great. I told her if she prepared a room for me in advance, and made sure no one went into that room, I'd bring a book and it'd all be okay. She knows I'm an introvert, so she agreed. I'm so lucky to have such and understanding sister ;w;

MMORPGs

For a while now, I've been wondering if I should get back into MMORPG's. I used to play Luna Online, but I wasn't very good at it ^^; Still, it was pretty fun, and I'd like to try it again. However, I'm not sure if I should get back into MMO's. Plus, my computer isn't in any shape to download a whole game, so I'd need to find a good browser based game. I dunno.