Good Evening, Everyone! (It's 11 P.M. as I write this) How are you guys? I've recently got into The Game Grumps, and I love them. Like, I've watched nothing else for several days. HOW DID I JUMP ON THE GG TRAIN SO LATE!? AND NOW I'VE MISSED JON!! Q A Q
But, Danny isn't that bad. I think he compliments the show nicely. He'll never replace Jon, of course, but he's still pretty funny. God, it's like reliving Tarja leaving Nightwish all over again XD TARJA IS THE QUEEN OF MY HEART OKAY
Anyhoo, my sister recently started dating this guy. His name is William. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't jealous. Of William, I mean. She's been spending SO MUCH time with him. Like, she goes to see him every weekend. Even in the midst of us trying to plan some time together. I don't know what to do. She insists he's different, but she's said that about all the people she's dated. And I do mean ALL of them. I'm worried about her. She's going to try to bring him to our Thanksgiving dinner, but I don't want her to. I don't want to meet him. Every time I try to play a sister thing with her, she says, "Oh, and I could bring William!"
I just really want to shout, "NO. DON'T BRING FREAKING WILLIAM. I DON'T WANT HIM TO COME. IT JUST SUPPOSED TO BE US." but I hold my tongue, because I don't want to hurt her feelings. Like, she's really into this guy. I don't really even have a reason to dislike him. My sister is an independent person now. She's moved out. She's free of the nest and all it's restrictions. Including me. I have no right to tell her who to date. But, every time she's like REALLY into someone like that, I'm filled with this irrational loathing for them. It's weird. I've never met the guy, he could be as great as she says he is. But, I have this REALLY, REALLY intense feeling of repulsion from anything related to meeting him. Like, I hate the idea. I don't understand it.
Maybe I haven't fully let go of my sister. I mean, for a very, VERY long time, she was the only friend I had. I hold her very close to my heart. She's easily my favorite person ever. She hasn't had a very steady love life, to say the least. I just... I don't want her to date. It's as simple as that. It's just so much simpler for me if she doesn't. But, I recognize how selfish that is, so I don't say anything. I love her so much. I just hope she'll be okay.
