It's certainly been a while since I've written an entry. Lots has gone on, recently. Sad to say, most of it has be bad. We're still needing for money, and food, and such. Mom and Dad have been arguing more that usual, and it's worrying me. I wrote a letter to my parents the other day, detailing how I'm feeling, what's going on with me, and how I got to be that way. I've never been good with conveying my feelings verbally, so I figured a letter would do a better job. You hesitate less when the written word is where you're most comfortable. I told them all about my social-anxiety, and the bullying I endured in school, and how I was feeling weak as a result. I tried my best to make them understand my yearning to grow stronger. They haven't talked to me about it yet, and it makes me nervous. Did they understand? Did I get my point across? Are they having trouble getting it? Ugh, I'm making myself nervous thinking about it. Well, they've never truly encountered social-anxiety in it's purest form, so I suppose it would be hard to understand for them. Especially for my Dad, who's always looked at the world through tunnel vision. He's so set in his ways, I'm surprised he isn't a statue, as a result. Well, I think he's been softened, actually. The other day he told me I'd find that special someone "whether they were male or female", and that's definitely something. It's going to be a wonderful time explaining to him that I don't want a special someone. Anyway, we'll cross that road when we get there. That's it for now, I guess. Ciao!