- Created By uriel.2323
The Bright Side
"I am who I am"
Lucifer told me.
"I am who I am"
A girl named Lucy told me.
I wish I could see the light.
I wish I could see the bright side.
and so what's the moon without the sun?
Without the light there wouldn't be a bright side.
I'm in love that's for sure. With who? Myself who else is there??
Oh God please don't forget about me... I know you don't but please I need to blame.
I've noticed now that the light and the dark don't always have a bright side.
Why don't people die from happiness instead of sadness?
Why is the color of passion red and not blue?
Why do you have a soul while I seem to have misplaced mine?
Why do you have to die while I have to watch?
I'm dedicated to see.. I'm dedicated to die..
so many lives I've wasted with one time line...
I'm strong and won't drown I'm proud and I won't sink.
I'm sad but I can't cry.. I'm a bottle waiting to burst.
Champagne... to celebrate my fall it'll resemble me when I burst.
Fire.. is what I am.. The dimmest light in the dark..
The destruction that touches the sky with black smoke..
The beginning of life through rebirth..
The phoenix who lives forever and dies forever..
A vampire in love like fire burns and without a true lover he's dead.
So... what threat am I to Lucifer..?
Have I just realized how much of a demon I am?
Black wings and a coat..?
Red halo and destruction from the death I cause..?
I refuse to father the son of someone else.. the fruit of sin
the purity of life through sinful birth...
I wish to know who I really am.. because I have no memories until I became this age... nothing worth talking about no pain and no happiness.. just plain boring apathy its the equality of such a boring death called an overdose... I'd rather fall and break my bones under the shallow river water under the bridge.. too bad its not my time and I can never die..
Relax...
So.. Here I am looking through all this simple empty minded kids...
My age? Yeah we're close to each others age but even if you're older or younger.. I've lived life more than you! Just relax kid there's no reason no act this way... you make no sense I guess you need to learn the hard way. At my age you come to realize how the time awake has to be spent. Then much more that the resting time has to be valued a whole lot. Relax kid we've got more time than life... hold my hand and I'll take you on a short trip to hell and tell ya what. Relax or this is what'll wait for you.
Care
I never really realize that you care about seeing what I do. At nights I'm just awake watching people sleep and wonder what they see that keeps them so enterntained it the night with their eyes closed. When I try to sleep I'm just frigtened beause I can't see.
Clever
I'm walking slow... watching and listening. The ground is crumbling right under me and I'm laughing in my mind. My steps are silent but I can hear the wind hitting my clothing pushing me back telling me "no". I silently ignore it and in my hand I'm holding a knife that I claim I use as a tool. I'm right behind you Megan. She turns around and she has abeautiful smile and I love it. I walk normally now approaching her she's not surprised I've never been able to surprise her. I take my arms and put them around her. Her fragance is sweet but I think of making it sweeter. So I stab right through her back and pull my hand back and cut her righ up. I can't resist as much as I hate vampires the feel of blood and the smell makes me hungry so I bite her and eat as much as I can. I take my shirt off but leave my undershirt on and I clean myself with my shirt. I leave her body in this field and I walk back. I walk inside my room and its 6 a.m. I go to sleep. And in my sleep I sleep soo great dreamless and well rested I wake up. 10 a.m. I walk out to go with my friends. I've never felt so full in the morning I'm not even hungry I don't know why. I go throughout my day happy. I realize I'm safe.
Want
In this world people say that you don't always get what you wish for but they're completely incorrect. All I like to do is to see the other side the one no one likes. The truth.
