"I am who I am"
Lucifer told me.
"I am who I am"
A girl named Lucy told me.
I wish I could see the light.
I wish I could see the bright side.
and so what's the moon without the sun?
Without the light there wouldn't be a bright side.
I'm in love that's for sure. With who? Myself who else is there??
Oh God please don't forget about me... I know you don't but please I need to blame.
I've noticed now that the light and the dark don't always have a bright side.
Why don't people die from happiness instead of sadness?
Why is the color of passion red and not blue?
Why do you have a soul while I seem to have misplaced mine?
Why do you have to die while I have to watch?
I'm dedicated to see.. I'm dedicated to die..
so many lives I've wasted with one time line...
I'm strong and won't drown I'm proud and I won't sink.
I'm sad but I can't cry.. I'm a bottle waiting to burst.
Champagne... to celebrate my fall it'll resemble me when I burst.
Fire.. is what I am.. The dimmest light in the dark..
The destruction that touches the sky with black smoke..
The beginning of life through rebirth..
The phoenix who lives forever and dies forever..
A vampire in love like fire burns and without a true lover he's dead.
So... what threat am I to Lucifer..?
Have I just realized how much of a demon I am?
Black wings and a coat..?
Red halo and destruction from the death I cause..?
I refuse to father the son of someone else.. the fruit of sin
the purity of life through sinful birth...
I wish to know who I really am.. because I have no memories until I became this age... nothing worth talking about no pain and no happiness.. just plain boring apathy its the equality of such a boring death called an overdose... I'd rather fall and break my bones under the shallow river water under the bridge.. too bad its not my time and I can never die..