restless in the sense
of lack of sleep i am this
now i keep going regardless of
if i have some kind of future
i cannot sleep ever calls
come from every direction and
different ways i answer them
and then i fall unconscious but
i never rest though i see people
come and go i stay right here
i'm tired of everything so
violent and destructive i have
really become so time wastes
and forever i'm lost

well today at school some dude tried to mess up my hair and since i wasn't having i good day i tapped his stomach and when he looked down i punched him on his face then i said sorry bad day then i walked away and he was all dazed which later i thought it was funny but lately i have just been provoked to take bad decisions like this