does it really matter

many people don't think that
what other people think is important
but it actually is important
no matter how hard you try
the judging words of other make up
your foolish reputation
my heart aswell as my head hurts
gah this place which we call
life has really become trash to me
intoxication and misconception surrounds me
and darkness grasps at me and controls my
life for every seconds it takes
pieces of my soul away

End