i'm sorry to those who care, don't care, know me , don't know me and for those that have barely seen this for being the way i am really i have endured a lot of pain and i'm not comfortable with my way of live but hopefully i'll have the ending i'm hoping for anyways i don't know why i'm still here or anywhere it seems like i'm not needed anywhere i go not because of my lack of help in fact i'm good help probably one of the best but the main problem is my attitude i have really went from good to bad not in my choices but in the type of person i am really i know what i'm capable of but i've decided to leave for a while though i really would guess that no one cares