I had a dream
she was smiling
but my chest hurt
so i ripped my heart out
my body went numb
it let me rest and i was
relieved from pain
but not for long because
as i awoke i felt the same
again i wanted to do the same
but this time i struggled because
it was all real this time
my frustration led to anger
it was time to go now
i did the usual stuff
but the anger overcame me
and i screamed at everything
and i was happy
i smiled in my mind
he didn't do anything
i was lucky to be the right one
so now that's what i do
i break the rules and get away
right in front of their faces
and all the pain goes away
happily i walk away